[ FRIDAY ] 230307
2148pm
harlos peeps!
hahahs!
jus drew a pic that i started last week..
today jus add in some other parts in so it will look more
' PERFECT '
as if... -.-
ahahs! take a look bas!
ahahs!!
anyways...
the day before yday.. thats was wednesdy..
had off same as DB*
hahhahs!
so nan de lurhs..
since we are so free...
we decided to go fer a swim and get our skin some ' COLOURING '
hahahas!!!
wait wait*
tue was a fun day as well..
thought i was not in a very good mood... but it was reall a great day!
why?
cos....
1o hours of work.. thought was a boring one...
but whu knows...
the other half of the day... i was in charged of HALA* side...
and that was my first time lurhs..
and was kinda scared cos i dunno anythg.. so i ask my frend Y*
how ...
she explained and wen needed help , jus ask the cashier...
thn i was like... ' HUH ): '
i dun even know the cashier lurhs...
thn it was time liaos..
no choice.. die jiu die.. ask jiu ask..
lols!!
thn i was thinking..
' HOW I WISH CATHI WAS HERE!!!! '
and hen qi ji de...
CATHI REALLY APPEARS!!!!!!!
ahahahas!!!
she was behind me.. and called out fer me...
she called me via 'MATONG'
LOLS!
kinda ps also lurhs...
there eating place.. call this kinda name..
but used to it liaos lurhs..
she ar.. 0.0
yup..
HALA* side was very slackin..
but not BORING AT ALL!
hahahs.. got DB* pei me .. better thn someone i dunno rite?
ahahs!
though it was slacking..
cleaning up wasnt as easy as u thought...
it was very JIA LAT*
must clear everythg and send it fer washing..
and also send to another side of the HALA* to carry on selling...
hais..
but.. it was around 9 liaos..
so one of the AUNTIE* was asking me to throw away much stuff..
tat was wen i realised.....
HOW MUCH FOOD WE WASTE EVERYDAY!!
and thinkin of pple whu DIED OF HUNGER!
hais..!
why ar?
why mus pple be so wasteful?
and not thinkin of those whu SUFFERED and THOSE WHU CANT EVEN AFFORD TO A BUY MEAL..
THOSE WHU USED THEIR MONEY VERY WISELY.. dan xin they will not hav FOOD TO EAT..
hav you ever thought of how we are going to survive without food?
i think nowadays..
pple will always hav 3 meals a day..
dun hav to worry not having their stomach empty...
how XIN FU these pple are...
my mum once said...
' TAKE A LOOK AT HOW LIFE IS IN AFRICA , THOSE PPLE ARE SO SKINNY... ALL U CAN SEE IN THEM IS.... BONES! ONLY BONES! .. JUS THINK HOW FORTUNATED U ARE TO HAV AT LEAST A MEAL A DAY... JUS THINK!! '
and i LEARNT..
not to waste food..
though i sometimes will waste some....
but i alone , cant save much...
if everyone was to do a part in controling the amount of waste food everyday...and help those whu needed this... no one will starve..
mayb i am being too kua zhang..
but.. jus think of those whu really cant afford a meal!
wht do u think of them,?
we are ONE!
we mus help each other!
anyways.. was toking abt swimming on wednesday..
ahahhs!
hav to wake up early lurhs..
around...
9plus to 10?
lols!
tired.. but .. FUN!
of cos mus xi shen our beauty sleep lurhs..
whahhas!
was really a fun day!
we got ourselves ' LOBSTER SKIN '
ahahas!
but the sun wasnt very strong tt day.. dunno how come we got it also -.-
not much pple was there at the pool..
anywyas.. got BABES LEIS!
LOLS!
oie! i not les lurhs -.-
jus kinda jealous.. cos they are wearing BIKINIS..
which i cant wear... -.-
ahahhas!
anywyas..
hmmm..
mus THANK DB*
fer payin the FLOAT fer me..!
really HEN GAN XIE NI!
hahas..
((((:
in the toilet , i mean after our bath..
we took poto once again..
too many mirrors that made us do so..
lols!
we very zi lian de -.-
hahahs..
that was wen DB* broke my specs..
hmmm.. well i dun blame her also lurhs..
cos i didnt bao hu hao wo de specs.
and its made of plastic.. so it was kinda fragile -.-
after swimming... we took photos again and again and again -.-'''!!
alot leis!
take a look as well (((:
ahahs!
some of it i edited de!
but pls dun xiang y ar!
lols!
reall was a fun day lurhs... oh yar!
not forgetting!
THE HAWAIAN PIZZA!!!!
althought it was a small one.. but it feels our stomach (:
but ar...
DM* 's pattern of eating the pizza was much diff wif mine..
she put cheese and chili which i didnt.. lols!
i was like 'WHAT THE HELLLLLL~ '
thn she still say its nice combination -.-
ahahas!
well... she likes it can liaos los..
we , nono... i was so broke tt we shared money and bought it.. and the a can of PEPSI...
half fer each -.-
so poor thg lurhs..
but dun worry DB* i will treat u double wen i get my pay (:
thanks alot for everythg!!!! ((((:
after which.. we said GOODBYE* to each other...
as she needs to meet her MUM* at cosway..
and i had to go to sch to pay my FEES!
ahahs!
on the way there... i took mrt to TAMPINES ..
after which i went to the interchange and took 31..
i wasnt wearing contant lens nor
specs.. so i cant see..
and so i took out my broken specs and see where the bus was located at..
and that was wen i thought i lost my specs at..
but well...
hmmm..
wen i reached the sch.. was very tired and was panting alot lurhs..
lao liaos ma..
ahahas!
hmmm...
went to pay my fees of cos.. and asked wen and where to get my uniforms...
and the LADY* guide me there..
she was kinda blur.. cos she didnt give me a ver important paper which brief us on what we are suppose to do and report on the first day of sch..
ahhss!
but well nvmm..
as i got it today..
these past 3 days.. i hav been going to that sch to settle everythg..
but what break my heart is..
the money on buying the clothes.. $80 -.-
i took out from my bank..
hais..
my mum made me a card yday.. and asked me to pay fer EVERYTHG lurhs..
so xin tong mans ))):
but nvm!
i must strive hard!
ahahahhas!!
what makes me mad is that..
i asked X* to come quick to buy the stuff and settle everythg.. but she jus dun listen...
but its her choice lurhs..
let her be lurhs..
uniform is closing few days later and so is the photo taking session..
if she dun settle it by next week.. thn i am so SOWIE LIAOS!
hais..
so i say..
one changes wen the other half appears..
frends are nothing to her i guess...
what eva.. dun wanna care so much..
she had been very sad recently as her beloved grandma had passed away last week..
so i understand how she feels actually...
hais..
X* take kares ar!!
today at work...
was kinda fun.. and
a bit of comedy at the ending of my work time..
S* hav been a little better to me already. and i am kinda glad though...
ahahas..
hmmm...
what's funny was...
okok.. i start from the top ok!
ahahs!
but i will cut it as short as possible!
first.....
S* was kind aupset wif somethg i also dunno lurhs.. think was about M*
ahahs.. she is scared of him.. lols!
hmm..
thn she was squading down at the fridge complaning abt the WHIP CREAM [ yum yum (: ]
behind was the BOY , pushing the ' CAR ' of plates...
so i alarmed S* thn she says..
' he dare bump into me mei? '
she thn stand up and walked away...
thn of cos the boy carried on pushin lurhs...
and whu know....
AG* did not realise the biy pushing behind as she was toking to one of the AUNTIE!
and she she SUDDENLY, she tui huo a little.. andddd...
*BANB!*
her butt was knocked by the ' CAR '
thn me and A* was like...
MUHUWAHAHAHAHHAHASSSSS!!!!!!~
laughing out lungs out!
ahahahs!
damn funny lurhs...
if u were at the an fa xian chang..
u will know how funny it was..
we cant stop laughing..
even as i was typing.. i am laughing like siao also..
not say i or xin lurhs..
but it was truly damn damn freaking funny!
ahahas!
anyways..
was a great day today..
hope everyday was like tt..
hahas!
hmmm... tml workin morning shift de..
gtg to ZzZZZZzzz... ((((:
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[ MONDAY ] 190307
2235pm
hais.. read SOMRTHING* and feel kinda sad now..
thought i am not know i am not fit to feel so..
but whu can ever helps me?
' TML WILL BE A BETTER DAY '
its so easy to say.. but why does it seems so difficult?
frends are treatin me like SHIT*!
EVER!
FARK MANS!
why does onw changes wen the hab their another half?
FARK FARK FARK!!!
hais..
WHY THE PPLE WHU WE LOVE DOESNT SEEMS TO CARE BUT..
THOSE WHU WE DUN LIKE ,
FALLS FER US?
hais..
life's so difficult to understand and do!
so much things to handle and understand and also to learn from..
hais.!
today was my 13th day in ikea liaos..
and relationship wif the pple there are gettinq better each day..
and this includes S* as well.. thought her so called SCOLDING* is really very scary..
but she seems to care fer me quite alot..
and i THANK her fer all her SCOLDINGS* cos ,
i really learnt ALOT* from her...
hahas.!
scoldinq doest means she hates you...
and meant that she cares..
DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAV DIFFERENT WAYS OF EXPRESSING ' LOVE* '
hahas.
scolding is her way of CARING* ba.
and also very gratful to I*
she dun scold ... but teach in a very nice way..
she jus makes everyone loves her ((:
i also wanna THANK* her fer being such a good hmmm.. TEACHER*?
lols..
hmm...
hais..
now i really very depressed..
due to tml's workin time..
FULL 10 HOURS!!!!
hais..
but well nvm..
helpin my parents are more important!
i mus learn to be helpful to the family.. and to be
INDEPENDENT!
i dun always wan to reach out my hand to take money from them all my life..
i am already a YOUNG LADY*!
i mus use my brain to think..
and use my hands to work!
hais..
i dunno why i am feeling this way now..
jus feel very depressed now..
dun blame me fer being mean..
jus bcos i dun like u doesnt mean i hate u .
jus dislike.. and not HATE!
hais...
fark mans!
i am jus worried..
and DEPRESSED LURRHHHHSSS~~~!!
FARK FARK FARK!
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[ SUNDAY ] 18o3o7
2116pm
yday didnt post due to my injured hand
its getting worst but i still tries my best to post this out.
cos today was a very TERRIBLE day..
this morning i woke up early thn usual.. cos i start work at 9 to 3 -.-
ver tiring and waking so early in the mornin makes me even blur and stupid lurhs..
not enff sleep makes me keep getting things to wrong ways..
so..
this morning......
i went to work..
and....
S* was in charge
and...
hais.. what to say leis..
cos this is my first time on sunday that i works so early..
so i didnt know wat the meal will be..
cos breakfast changes everyday.. expect the FRENCH TOAST*
My world my life
FRIDAY [ 16.03.07 ]
2147PM
today was kinda happy and sad day lurhs.. hahas
why i say so leis..
let me explain (:
startin of the day ..
was kinda EMO* lurhs
wen reach ikea was feeling kinda sad lurhs..
enter the toilet .. jus suddenly cry sia.. lols!
i am MAD* liaos -.-
ahahhs!
then a kind lookin auntie ask me what happened..
thn i say..
nth lurhs.. contact lens dry 0.0
// THNKS AUNTIE! I AM ALRITE (((: //
wen inside.. saw a aunite same as me de. i mean SERVER lurhs..
she looked at me fer awhile..
thn ... HI!*
she also SUAN BIAN* asked what time i work..
thn jiu tell me alot of people outside ar.. today very busy.. thn PANG GU PI* also no time..
lols.!
she is jus so FUNNY* lurhs!
hahs.. thn ask if i got a plaster.. and i said yes and gave to her..
after that i changed and went out..
on my wa to the CAFE*
saw ALVIN*
he said HI*
and of cos i replied him lurhs -.-
then went to serve liaos...
wen i reach there.. i saw HIM* again..
thn i was thinking..
KAOS!* he's so fast lurhs..
so fast jiu ready fer work liaos ar.
ahahahs!
i am so damn slow mans!
today is the 8th day of work liaos.. but i find myself still as slow as the first day at work mans!
still no improvement...
still so damn SLOW!!!*
at first i was in charge of ' TODAY SPECIAL '
actually is all along lurhs... lols!
was kinda busy today...
but quite ok lurhs..
today didnt smile much at first..
thn i was thinkin..
being frendly to customers mayb can make their day..
so i changed my mind , putting all my troubles behind and started to smile again!
while workin..
got one IDOITIC* lady ar..
hais... siao de los..
the meal in front of her nia.. thn she ask me fer it..
thn i say.. THERE.. HELP URSELF TO IT LOS..
she gave me a face wif THAT* expression ar..which makes me cnnt ferget leis..
lols!
thn she says.. ' I WAIT VERY LONG LIAOS LEIS. NOW THEN U SAY ITS HERE '
got another customer who was waiting fer CHICKEN WINGS*
saw it too..
thn i look at her..
and gave her a smile.. she SMILED* back
hahs.. i siao de lurhs..
if the matter is non of my business OR*
if the matter wasnt serious..
I DUN GIVE A DAMN TO IT DE !
muwahhash!
must learn ' TOLERANCE ' (:
thn while workin MR WEE* came and gave me my roster fer next week..
and i can tell you..
NEXT WEEK IS SO BORING!!!
my timing wif other frends are DIFFERENT* !!!
kinda SAD*
but well nvm!! hehehs!
one more IMPORTANT* thing ar..
i THOUGHT* today i will break the record of
' NOT GETTIN SCOLDED BY S* '
but wen it was around 2 i think, SHE* camr fer work..
and scolded me lurhs..
actually is not scold lurhs.. is TALKING LOUDER* lurhs..
but i will still treat it as SCOLD *
ahahas.. sians!
almost everyday i will get to hear her scolding .. -.-
wen i was about to go home..
time mus seems to be sooooo slow lurhs...
busy.. but it was only 330 -.-
thn... ALVIN* jiu suggest that we play a game..
see whu reaches home and be ONLINE* first..
but in the END*
I WON!!!
lols... ! -.-
ahahs.. he gave reason that he counldnt get online jus now.. hahas!
is that true?
lols!
jking !
anyways.. jus got home from my new HOUSE*
the floor was sooooooo NICE*
wood de wor!
ahahs!
so nice lurhs.. suddenly hav the urge to stay in there ASAP*
ahahs!
but there's still 2 weeks..
hahas..
was on the way back in DADDY'S* car.. thn my MUM* suddenly saw SOMETHING* struggling on the roadside..
hais.. thn i was like.. OMG*
i wan get down to help sia.. hais..
but too LATE* liaos..
hais.. so pity it lurhs..
SOMETIMES* i jus think LIFE* isnt fair fer wild / stray animals..
fer example ar...
if* someone got into an accident..
jus a call and AMBULANCE* will be rite there..
but fer stray animals..
whu can help them?
NO ONE!*
i jus feel so sad fer them..
THESE* pityful animals.. THEY HAV A LIFE TOO!
last year.. wen i heard that people are treating CATS* like SHIT*
i really hav the URGE* to KILL* that IDOIT*
AGRH*!
*
i jus what to say ar PEOPLE* !
BE KINDA TO ANIMALS!
THEY HAV A LIFE TOO..
DO HAV A HEART!
THINK BEFORE YOU* ACT!
DUN DO CRUELITY.. ITS A SIN!
u mus be GREATFUL GOD MAKE U A HUMAN!
BE WISE IN EVERY MOVES U MAKE!
*
thanks GOD* (:
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FRIDAY [ 16.03.07 ]This few days , things jus dun go my way.i jus dun understand why. but seems like , luck is turing away to another direction..hais..having a crush on someone jus makes me feel sick and tired.wanting him but SOMETHING* is blocking me .sad songs , happy song. ALL! jus dun cheer me up...i am very MISREABLE! TOTALLTY!hais..but this isnt the time to talk about love...ve' been workin in ikea fer around a week.happy things are makinq alot of frends in there.sad things are , aunties like HER*A and S ,makin my day more and more MISREABLE!been tolerating fer days after days..but things jus dun get better..i tok to them nicely and wif a cheerful manner.. butthey are climbing their way up my head..gettin me look more like a I*but what can i do?i am new there.. many things are ahead fer. me to learn!sometimes i also cant describe how i feels...today , in the late afternoon , wen i was having my bath, i got a call from MR WEE*he was expecting me .. but i didnt turned up.and asked me why..i answered him that i was havin a OFF DAY* today..he didnt believe and ordered me to check my roster again..and so i did..told him i hav OFF DAYS on TUE and THURSwhile on pone , i can hear MR MICHAEL beside him ,i heard him say in HOCKIEAN ' Aiya fergot give her the new roster list. 'then MR WEE* replied ,but u are suppose to work today leis.thn once again i told him i wasnt havin work today!and asked me if i am workin tml and what time i am suppose to report there..and so i told him..he then say..ok tml 11 see u here. but he sound kinda ANGRY...so i am so scared fer work tml...my mind jus FREAKED OUT*!hais..what am i to do?isit my fault fer being so stubborn and slow .. where others already got informed to the changes of the roster ?or isit i am always the last to know everything?what am i to do?i am so scared the happenings tml! hais!!well.. lets talk abt some thing happier bas...today i went back to take back my medical report from SATA*and i think , I AM IN!!i jus dun understand the word PURSUE*lols! i am physical and mentally FIT* to get into this course!so happy , also lookin upon fer the start of the sch (:hope everthing will be fine after so much probs blocking my way to the shinning stars (:after that, i also decided to ask PRISCILLA* out fer dinner.. hahs..kinda sian bcos cosway is so damn sian lurhs !we talked abt KIM* whu was lost fer 2 years ,come back to spore !but she smile and says.. *-------after that this reminds her of MEIFONG*sayin her result wasnt good fer the 0's..i was shocked then..she got 28 points wen i thought she has lesser..was very shocked..so i smsed her asked if its true..and it WAS!!OMG!hais...0's SCIENCE* and MATHS* are KILLERS*!but what to do?LIFE* 's like this..*WELL..just hope tml will be a BETTER* day..hope everythings goes FINE* fer me..[ PRAYS ! ]*love you GOD! (:
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specs.. so i cant see..
