26o6o7
2328pm
eh..
today kinda pissed with KS
keep teasing about my height..
i dunno why but. pple like to tease me.. even those farkin uncles..
i am small. doesnt mean i am timid!
and dun think i kept silence means tt i am afraid of you.
its jus tt i respect you. so i kept quiet..
and that doesnt mean also that you can keep on teasing me!
kinda pissed with my life..
all of u tease my height.. its ok..
dun say abt my looks.
i know i am ugly.. and so are u!
its not tt i wanna say till this way.. but all of u don know the limits in 1.
all u know is keep teasing and feel very shoick isit?
u shoick doesnt mean i am shoick!
pls lurhs pple.. do hav some brains!
wen the face changes.. just STOP IT!
sometimes pple doesnt even CARE how other feel...
thats why we get hurt!
u like it wen others tease u?
mayb u like it.. cos u r nuts?
who cares..
but wen i am being nice to u. then..
APRECIATE IT!
and dun STEP onto my head..
dun go off the limits.
i tell myself this.. and i will make it very clear...
today is the last day i will be nice to all.
hate me for all u wan. tease me with all u got. i will stay silence.
if u step off the limit , BYE!
anyways... was only worked till 6 but OT till 9 . but stayed there till 10.
cos too bored and my eyes are hurting like shit!
ahahhsa!
cant even open it..
thnks to tt SUPER-DUPER-UNLTRA-POWERFUL contact lens..
the brand had an offer tt time. so i bought 3 so its cheaper.. but who knows,
the more ev the thing is , the lousiest it will be.
omg
now i hav sore eyes..
again!
i used only abt hmm... LESS THN A WEEK!
omg its hurting so badly los..
hais..
well nvm then.. jus ignore tt brand if i happen to see it..
hahas!
yar..
ask js to go fer the bl thingy. and she said she working. only can go in the evening..
and so i told the leaders abt it.. and she was kinda pissed as well. cos she keep missing during bl outings .
i was kinda pissed wen ask to join for the movies..
like queen like tt.. keep askin her go thn dun wan reply...
hais..
nvm lurhs... wen comes to this.. jus hav to be cool!
hahas..
today was so damn tired los..
but well nvm
tml will be like 10 full hours again..
oh yar!
thnks ella for the meal!
and her bf for the casing and solutions for my lens..
thnks ar!
i owe u both! (:
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23o6o7
ooo1am
yar.. that b!tch viewed me again.
knns.. so angry lurhs.. view me for what.. think i will forgive ur childishness?
go hell mans!
agrh..
anyways..
hmmm..
worked from morning 11am to 9pm mans!
so damn tired now..
10 full hours..
i asked ah wee abt recuiting pple.. but he said not in the moment..
wen i first reached there..
michael was with lots of black clouds surrounding him. ABOVE HIS HEAD!
so scary lurhs..
so fierce..
thn after awile he's back to normal liaos..
joke wif me like siao los..
think he has PMS!
omg!
ahahash!
iskanda quarrel with a childish ikea staff.. jus bcos of FRENCH FRIES!
lols..
isnt it funny?
quarrel over fries?
siao 1 los..
really dunno what goes to her head!
oh yar.. worked wit cathi todaY..
but i still feel a gap there. dunno why.
hahas. well nvm.
hmmm went homw with her as well..
was kinda funny wen she slept on bus.. head was like .. lols..
dunno hahahs!
she tot i was angry.. cos we went back tgh with her staff los..
but i wasnt lurhs.. music surround my soul (:
today's a tired day..
tml a full 10 hrs again..
alone outside los..
tt stupid halah..
ahahahs!
well gtg sleep now..
*YAWNS *
nites..
oh ya..
he FINALLY ONLINE!
My world my life
210607
1957pm
today went for checkup. in woodlands polyclinic.
its a malay lady who checked me..
cos of my chin los..
was kidna sad cos hav to go on a op.
a major de.. cos she say this isnt common.
was kinda sad apon hearing this.. scared as well.
though i know i had to go on a op last year. but the doc says its getting worse. so hab to go on a najor one.
hais.. what am i gonna do?
the chin also made my teeth kena worse as well.. the upper and the lower..
dun wanna smile much.
i am weak in the body..
insufficent of calcium.. thats why.
the doc also says i hav ezima.. dunno how to spell..
but its a skin disease....
what am i gonna doooo??????
My world my life
210607
0236am
writting this wif my swollen eyes after the movie ..
well.. try my best to type finish!
jus came back from the FANTASTIC 4 MOVIE!!! with BL!!!
so fun today.. the movie was really FANTASTIC!
ahahahs!
so touching somemore.. i love the silver surfer! but so sad.. he wei le jiu the earth , he died?
hmmmm think so ba..
ahhahs...
after the movie , went to the arcade. played POTO HUNTING and BBALL!
yay! broke my score at genting.. 122! yay!
ahahhas...
after that we went to play pool... was so lan los..
deproved liaos.. so sad los..
hais. must gambatte! cos hav to changellenge wig MISS SOH!
hahahas!
sowie if there's any typo error!
so damn itchy lurhs my eyes! swollen!
mus be that cleanser! from malaysia de.. i bought
hais..
went home late.. took the last train...
from ps ran all the way to the mrt... lols.. almost vomit all the drinks i hav earlier..
after that the kind kind de da ge da sent me home. fen fu by da jie da de
ahahhas!
scared i kena kipnap! :/
thanks all!
love u guys...
i enjoyed today..!
oh ya.. forgot..!
I MET NEW FREND!!! -- ELISA!
hahas.. a sweet senior!
hehes..
so lookin forward to out next BL outing!
gonna be a greant one tooooo..... (:
My world my life
190607
2041pm
sometimes i really wonder.. what are dreams made of?
motive of dreams. and the meaning of dream.
recently dreamt of him again.
this time is still the same.. patchin wif him and happiy enjoying it.
althought woke up wif a smile. but its all a lie .
its really hurting.
this dream was jus few hours before. it made my day really sad ..
remember the song breakaway? by kelly clarkson?
really wish i could breakaway....
din see him online for 2 weeks.
though i dun hav much feelings fer him ler.. but will miss him sometimes..
out of a sudden , i hav the urge of wanting to meet him ...
aug is comin. and is their 1 yer ler..
kinda sad but what can i do?
everyday tryin to be happy. no one knows me .
no one knows how i really felt.. no one feels what i will be feeling.
now listening to ' open arms ' from 5566
really hope those action in this song , will come true by u..
people says ' dreams will come true , so does miracle '
do u believe?
'living witout you living alone. this empty house seems so cold.
wanting to hold you , wanting you need , how much i wanted you home.....
now that u've come back , tonite and today, i needed you stay....
the words i've always wanted you to say...
those words seems so far away..
do u really felt the same as i do?
after tt breakoff , do u still think of me? or u wanted me off long ago?
u said to move on.. but i its jus too diff to do so.
to you , moving on was the plan u wanted wen we were havin our 8th aniversary..
isnt this true?
hope it isnt.. but the feeling u gave was so much a yes...
going on a holiday , makes me feel so much better.
i kept askin myself,
why am i so fooklish?
to even believe what u said , and get sad over it?
i know now u treat me like a stranger . but do u know?
u still remains the same u in my heart.
hope tt u can reach out for me. and always be the one who u always be.......
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