[ MONDAY ] 190307
2235pm
hais.. read SOMRTHING* and feel kinda sad now..
thought i am not know i am not fit to feel so..
but whu can ever helps me?
' TML WILL BE A BETTER DAY '
its so easy to say.. but why does it seems so difficult?
frends are treatin me like SHIT*!
EVER!
FARK MANS!
why does onw changes wen the hab their another half?
FARK FARK FARK!!!
hais..
WHY THE PPLE WHU WE LOVE DOESNT SEEMS TO CARE BUT..
THOSE WHU WE DUN LIKE ,
FALLS FER US?
hais..
life's so difficult to understand and do!
so much things to handle and understand and also to learn from..
hais.!
today was my 13th day in ikea liaos..
and relationship wif the pple there are gettinq better each day..
and this includes S* as well.. thought her so called SCOLDING* is really very scary..
but she seems to care fer me quite alot..
and i THANK her fer all her SCOLDINGS* cos ,
i really learnt ALOT* from her...
hahas.!
scoldinq doest means she hates you...
and meant that she cares..
DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAV DIFFERENT WAYS OF EXPRESSING ' LOVE* '
hahas.
scolding is her way of CARING* ba.
and also very gratful to I*
she dun scold ... but teach in a very nice way..
she jus makes everyone loves her ((:
i also wanna THANK* her fer being such a good hmmm.. TEACHER*?
lols..
hmm...
hais..
now i really very depressed..
due to tml's workin time..
FULL 10 HOURS!!!!
hais..
but well nvm..
helpin my parents are more important!
i mus learn to be helpful to the family.. and to be
INDEPENDENT!
i dun always wan to reach out my hand to take money from them all my life..
i am already a YOUNG LADY*!
i mus use my brain to think..
and use my hands to work!
hais..
i dunno why i am feeling this way now..
jus feel very depressed now..
dun blame me fer being mean..
jus bcos i dun like u doesnt mean i hate u .
jus dislike.. and not HATE!
hais...
fark mans!
i am jus worried..
and DEPRESSED LURRHHHHSSS~~~!!
FARK FARK FARK!
My world my life
