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PROFILE
MISS CINDERELLA
Name:TAN JINWEN
First cry:28TH JULY 1989
Loves: her family
Hates: those who backstab like how those kiddos does.

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14 oct '07 [ WISH DADDY , ANWAR , SUNNY HAPPYBDAY ]

27th oct '07 [ CHANGING OF NUMBER , MSN & EMAIL ADD ]

7th nov '07 [ REALWORK DOING , SERVIECES IN THE SPA ]

9th nov '07 [ BUYING PRESENT FOR MUM ]

18th nov '07 [ WISHING YANA , ROSANNE , MEIFONG HAPPYBDAY ]

19th nov '07 [ RETURNING OF UNIFORM TO TOYRUS ]

24th nov '07 [ MASSAGING PROJECT @ OLD FOLKS HOME AMK ]

28th nov '07 [ ROBOTIC PROJECT , manicure doing ]

29th nov '07 [ TPS PROJECT DEADLINE - RESUMEwritting ]

30th nov '07 [ ARTS OF DIO ]

4th dec '07 [ WATCHED THE TATOOTIST MOVIE ]

5th dec '07 [ GO FOR INTERVIEW @ YVON'S AUNT'S SPA SALON ]

8th dec '07 [ ESCAPE wif CATHI , SIS , COUSIN AND FRENDS ]
9th dec '07 [ KOR's ORD , GO SWIMMING WITH DABIAN ]

15th dec '07 [ HOLIDAY MOOD ON! ]

20th dec '07 [ MAYB GOING ESCAPE WITH FELLOW NUTMATES ]

25th dec '07 [ MERRY XMAS and TOP-UP EXPIRY ]

31st dec '07 [ CELEBRATE COUNTDOWN OF 2008 WITH DABIAN ]

5th jan '07 [ CONTACT LENS ]

7th jan '07 [ SLO PROJECT DEADLINE ]

WISH , WANTS , DESPIRES

1. PSP [ WORTH 300+ ]
2. BETTER JOB
3. HAVING BETTER ITE LIFE
4. GETTING MY CERT ASAP
5. GET INTO A GOOD SPA
6. KILLING ALL THOSE PPLE IN MY CLASS
7. GIVING DADDY AND MUMMY A BEETER LIFE
8. SHOES
9. EYESHADOW
10. MASCARA
Credits

1 2 3 Others: Adobe Photoshop

Past

  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • Monday, April 09, 2007

    monday 090407
    2326 p m



    hais... kinda sad wif myself lately.. seems like i m hating myself more and more.. deeper and deeper..
    dunno isit that i am thinking too much
    or isit i am jus lying to myself..
    sometimes jus feels that the world is AGAINST* me.
    few days ago.. i met A* ..
    and on that day.. he ask me fer *..
    so i agreed.
    seems like i am damn plain stupid to even accept to be *...
    hais..
    sometimes i dunno what i am thinking...
    now.. i met W*
    and he asked fer it too...
    what the hell?
    isit that GOD* is playing wif me?.
    or isit i am that lucky?
    guess not..
    lucky in a way that people keeps playin wif my feelings..
    hais...
    i know in the past i hurt man pple's heart..
    isit my turn that my heart will be hurt?
    isit called BAO YING*?
    hais... suan le..
    i am not ready fer such GAME*
    no ! i am super not ready!
    hais...
    nowadays... having morning shifts...
    dunno why.. out of a sudden.. kena morning shifts fer 3 weeks liaos...
    hais...
    morning shift is a DEAD SHIT*!
    i am always very blur during morning ...
    cos i dunno their expectation lurhs..
    and i always hav mistakes..
    hais..
    sometimes.. wen ' ONE STAYS IN THE RAIN , DUNNO HOW LOVELY THE SUN SHINES. *'
    hahas... jus thought of it .. jiu write it out..
    this is my feeling rite now..
    i stayed too long in the dark that now i find the sun an irritate to my eyes..
    well... i am not against the sun. this is jus a saying nia..
    hais...
    i am having such mixed feelings now..
    i dunno where to go..
    i feels so NUMB* to my life..
    parents.. work and money..
    hais..
    not that i am money-face..
    but.. wen one is having a hole in the pocket.. the feeling is TERRIBLE*
    hais.. jus got my PAY* few days back..
    and now i am broke again..
    my bill..
    $454.72 hais..
    oh ya.. and also.. treated my parents to IKEA FOOD*
    a total of $36.50
    yday .. spent $500 in total ba..
    hais..
    but nvm lurhs...
    treating them is not a prob...
    prob lies wif..
    not enff money buying school stuff and daily needs...
    i need money fer sch too..
    and i am already big enff to earn a living fer myself...
    althought i dun hav money... i cant take from my parents rite?
    hais..
    my mum is jobless..
    and my dad 's earning is fer my mum , his car and himself..
    sometimes not enff fer himself also..
    wen i see him in such a state .. i feels like crying...
    few days back.. my mum was crying over this kinda stuff..
    i wanna help.. but i really cant...
    i even wanna withdraw money frim the bank for them..
    but they didnt want it...
    hais.. i dunno what to do..
    my bro is spendin money like his own will...
    sometimes even taking money from my parents wen he knows they dun hav enff..
    he is in NS..
    he has money.... government gave him money..
    but why does he use money so fast..?
    suan le.!
    hais... fark mans!
    i am feelin so farkin confused now!
    hais.. today wen out wif FAIRUL* SHEQYN* AMALINA* IFA*
    to watch my BAND* perform fer SYF*
    and guess what?
    WE GOT A SILVER*
    SO PROUD OF THEM!
    wen they announced we got a silver...
    i jump wif joy.. and almost cried!
    omg!!
    pple was findin us weird wen we cheered wif joy wen we got a silver..
    not a gold..
    but they will not feel how we felt..
    cos we always has the standard in us ..
    but wen the announced ...
    we really are happy..
    COS WE IMPROVED*
    sowie.. not we
    is THEM!
    my BAND!
    I LOVE YOU GUYS!*
    we are the best in SLSS*
    oh ya.. before the concert..
    saw W* and les*
    lols!
    pretented not to see us.. hahahs!
    stupid!
    instead of cheerin fer her own band.. she is cheering fer our F ex band conductor school.
    i was thinkin why we even chose her to be our band major that year..
    such WRONG CHOICE!
    hais..
    but one thing i hav to say ...
    THE JUDGES ARE COOL!
    i rmb one of them...
    DR.TONY
    hahas!
    i saw him smiling after the band plays.!
    ahahah!
    and i know there's hope!
    hahas.!
    anywyas... kinda tired liaos..
    tok another time bas..
    still loads to say !
    save it fer tml folks!
    (:


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