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sometimes i really wonder.. what are dreams made of?
motive of dreams. and the meaning of dream.
recently dreamt of him again.
this time is still the same.. patchin wif him and happiy enjoying it.
althought woke up wif a smile. but its all a lie .
its really hurting.
this dream was jus few hours before. it made my day really sad ..
remember the song breakaway? by kelly clarkson?
really wish i could breakaway....
din see him online for 2 weeks.
though i dun hav much feelings fer him ler.. but will miss him sometimes..
out of a sudden , i hav the urge of wanting to meet him ...
aug is comin. and is their 1 yer ler..
kinda sad but what can i do?
everyday tryin to be happy. no one knows me .
no one knows how i really felt.. no one feels what i will be feeling.
now listening to ' open arms ' from 5566
really hope those action in this song , will come true by u..
people says ' dreams will come true , so does miracle '
do u believe?
'living witout you living alone. this empty house seems so cold.
wanting to hold you , wanting you need , how much i wanted you home.....
now that u've come back , tonite and today, i needed you stay....
the words i've always wanted you to say...
those words seems so far away..
do u really felt the same as i do?
after tt breakoff , do u still think of me? or u wanted me off long ago?
u said to move on.. but i its jus too diff to do so.
to you , moving on was the plan u wanted wen we were havin our 8th aniversary..
isnt this true?
hope it isnt.. but the feeling u gave was so much a yes...
going on a holiday , makes me feel so much better.
i kept askin myself,
why am i so fooklish?
to even believe what u said , and get sad over it?
i know now u treat me like a stranger . but do u know?
u still remains the same u in my heart.
hope tt u can reach out for me. and always be the one who u always be.......
My world my life
