27th oct '07 [ CHANGING OF NUMBER , MSN & EMAIL ADD ]
7th nov '07 [ REALWORK DOING , SERVIECES IN THE SPA ]
9th nov '07 [ BUYING PRESENT FOR MUM ]
18th nov '07 [ WISHING YANA , ROSANNE , MEIFONG HAPPYBDAY ]
19th nov '07 [ RETURNING OF UNIFORM TO TOYRUS ]
24th nov '07 [ MASSAGING PROJECT @ OLD FOLKS HOME AMK ]
28th nov '07 [ ROBOTIC PROJECT , manicure doing ]
29th nov '07 [ TPS PROJECT DEADLINE - RESUMEwritting ]
30th nov '07 [ ARTS OF DIO ]
4th dec '07 [ WATCHED THE TATOOTIST MOVIE ]
5th dec '07 [ GO FOR INTERVIEW @ YVON'S AUNT'S SPA SALON ]
8th dec '07 [ ESCAPE wif CATHI , SIS , COUSIN AND FRENDS ]
9th dec '07 [ KOR's ORD , GO SWIMMING WITH DABIAN ]
15th dec '07 [ HOLIDAY MOOD ON! ]
20th dec '07 [ MAYB GOING ESCAPE WITH FELLOW NUTMATES ]
25th dec '07 [ MERRY XMAS and TOP-UP EXPIRY ]
31st dec '07 [ CELEBRATE COUNTDOWN OF 2008 WITH DABIAN ]
5th jan '07 [ CONTACT LENS ]
7th jan '07 [ SLO PROJECT DEADLINE ]
WISH , WANTS , DESPIRES
1. PSP [ WORTH 300+ ]
2. BETTER JOB
3. HAVING BETTER ITE LIFE
4. GETTING MY CERT ASAP
5. GET INTO A GOOD SPA
6. KILLING ALL THOSE PPLE IN MY CLASS
7. GIVING DADDY AND MUMMY A BEETER LIFE
8. SHOES
9. EYESHADOW
10. MASCARA
i am getting so much stress lately. and i find , all these stress are created by me. and i am getting affected by it.. firstly is my relationship. i kept thinking , why i kept holding on wen its not mine. ya u can say u dun wanna _____. but do u ever know how i am feeling inside? i feel so empty. so empty. and u will nv feel it. today i asked wen u will be free. u said tml evening.. so i ask if u wanna meet. and u din even bother to repl back. well its ok if u dun wanna meet me. this shows how much u ' care ' ba. since u want it this way. i got nth to do. it jus hurt me ba. well i know this is childish. yes! indeed i am childish.. and i know u are busy with ur stuff. hais.. my expectation are too much lers. sowie it stress u. i may not be as perfect as ur ex. cos she knows u much longer and better . as for me. i only know u for 16days. provided that we are only tgh for 12 days.. how am i to compare wif her?. sometimes really upset wif myself, why i keep thinking negatively? its not i wan to. but the feeling is too strong , pushing me into this deep hole of , depression.. told eelin abt my prob. and said we din know each other well to b tgh. and i think this rings a bell. yup. rush is equal to emptyness. jus hope everything goes smoothly den. hais. and i think it may b impossible.. with such a mind set i hav, think, he will get more stressed up. so , preventing from stressing him , as he has got navy stuff to stress on, i decided to hav a so called ' cold period '. i hav to cool down a little. and i hav to think and reconsider if i really wanna carry on. from the way he expressed, i think , he doesnt wanna to.. hahas! see , i am thinking too much again!
well, lets not tok abt it anymore. the next ting is. job! i need a job very urgently. hais.. my bill, and my parents. i cant always relie on my parent's money . but i jus cant find a job. so i asked angeline. and she said to try toy'r'us.. so me and jiejie went to try.. hope we will get it.! i really in need ! loreal din call for a week ler. so i think i kena rejected lers . hahas! anways was very angry cos my previous post abt the refelction , is gone. fark los. i typed so much and my previous time has been washed down the drain. agrh.so angry.. hais.. not my day lurhs.. hais..!
third , EXAM PERIOD . hais. i am so damn stress up. its only 2 week time to exam. and i am not prepared it yet. and i am so worried i cant get through.. i mus pass this exam. and i am gonna pass it well. i mus not let others look down on me and neither do i wanna disappoint my parents! i must pass. i cannt so slack ler.. hais..! mummy , daddy! i mus jia u. so both of u wont so xin ku ler!
forth, frendship wise. hais. wanling thingy, hais.. damn all my big month. now i lost 3 frends again. hahhas. childish. frend here frend there. siao kin na. hahhas! hais..
i tell myself this everyday i mus be happier thn b4. even though u are not by me . i mus still be happy. happier thn u are. but the worst thg is, i cant. should i give up. or should i stay? who can answer?
My world my life
Saturday, August 25, 2007
250807
1757pm
hais. was so wanting to meet him today de. but ending up , a cold shoulder again
angeline said he was busy.. hais.. i know u are busy but ..
hais.
suan le lurhs..
get used to it ba.
hahahs!
KAN KAI DIAN JINWEN!
ahahahs.
eh anyways..
yday , we had the post camp for bl de.
it was kinda bored lurhs. but at leaast we've got boss , boss's boss and banana yeye to entertain.
and thanks ROSSANE POPO for the lovel hair clip (: so nice of u!
i love it!
and i bu she de use. cos its jus too LOVELY!!
THANK U POPO!
hehehs.
eh . this stupid alvin , was jokin wif him abt wl . thn he went to sms her say what we said to him los
thn wl smsed me and asked .. but i dun wanna make things big. so i told her it was me who started with all these rumours. hais..
told u lers.
probs are coming.
yday , during facial prac lesson. my darling angeline cried.
bcos of some personal reason...
wen i saw her cry , i fet like crying too.
so i told her , jus tell me anything thats troubling her los.
i hav to say something here ba..
DONT TRUST ANYONE , either teacher , frends, ANYONE! cos the may seem to be kind infront of u. but u will NEVER know what he/ she might say behind u.
and yes , i kena dunno how many times liaos. and so does angeline.
ANGELINE! DUN GIB UP. I SUPPPORT U! (: cheer up ok!
oh ya. it was my frist time kena jeslyn los.. omg!
she keep blinking her eyes even though she had her eyes closed! hahahs. it was kinda difficult to help her cleanse los! hahahs..
thn we did steaming as well.. thn she kept blinking and blinking.. actually is not blinking lurhs is like duo los.. like very scared like that los..
steaming wise. omg! tell u . i wanna kill her lurhs!
she keep complaining the steam was hot , thn i was like, excuse me, steaming is meant to be hot de los.. anyways , i did steaming b4 ok! its not as if it was like boiling water 100 degree los!
omg! thn she also like . ' the steam in my nose!! ' thn i keep adjusting it.. thn jiu ok!
aiyo. i am not gonna do it on her again! agrh!
but den at least she din complain during the eyebrow trimming.. hahahs. but her face was damn red lurhs.. scare me los! hahas! so i kept putting tonner on her lurhs.. hehes
hmm.. yday was a special occ as well.
JIEJIE'S [ siewchoo ] BDAY!
my this shaozhu! whahahs! jking!
hmmm.. yup she's 19!
old liaos los.
i am still as young!
hehes!
ok . so the day b4 her bday, i told tina , leyin , angeline and the other darlings that i am planning a surprise for her . so they said ok los. but ending up tina gone, miss soh not free. hais!
ehs.. so nvm los.. ended up only miss ng was free.
ok the first surprise was that i told le yin that after the practical lesson , i rush to the cafe to get her a small cake . but den we already bought a bigger cake in the morning.it was chao nice de cake ok! hahahs. meimei and leyin chose de. it was really nice of the auntie in the cafe for keeping for us. (: okok back to story. hmm the small cake. * ahem *
but jiejie was kinda sad cos her sis dun wanna join her. thats y los . she went off with xuelin. hais..
dunno how both of them are processing liaos. i mean the sisters.
hais.. but wen we told jiejie that her sis care for her by using fty theory lesson drawing a card for her ,and payingfor the cake. she cried. lols! yday alot of pple cry sia.
but it was all good tears.
no matter what , HAPPY BDAY SIEW CHOO.! (: hope u like the surprise from us!
My world my life
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
22o8o7 1917pm
* phew * jus bakc home from school! so damn tired today. hav pe lurhs. anyways... hav u heard of theory for pe lesson? lols! wen i heard abt it . i got a shock of m life. lols not that serious lurhs hahas. jus that quite stupid los.. but at least teacher gave us some tips on the exam paper. today a very tiring day. listened to miss soh giving us tips on the exam paper as well. this test will be on next monday 27th. so stress till now i head pain liaos.. hais.. and guess what, i tink a quarrel will soon break out! wif me and xuelin. dunno what's wif her lately , keep saying she's sick so nv come school. somemore say i pang seh her.. what the.. well i admit i pang seh her. but not totally. is not toking to her , a mean of pang seh-ing her? lols! reall weird de los. nowadays dunno what she is thinking also..mayb its my fault ba. she keep saying that after i hav been closer to angeline after the camp, i ps her. its like. she dun even think of what she said in the past which is so hurting to my heart. she has this mentality that she is always rite , and pple will support . bcos she is quiter thn me.. what thats man? hey! please grow up, not everday is friday! and not everyday i feel the same way. jus think about what u said to me that really hurt me. i know i hurt u b4 but i did apolozise to you and tell u thta i was wrong. you said that i dun wanna partner you. remember whta teacher said in the past? saying we cant always stick to a model! this is one my reason. the other reason is that, you said while in theroy that teacher was teaching about the machine and said that if we dun use it well , model might get burnt on their face. and what hurts me was ur ' dun burnt my face ' with ur index finger pointing at me. i dun think u will remember this.. so be it then. and hav u think of this question , why i wanna pang seh u? u are my frend , everyone is. is the way i acted towards u that is diff from the others.. u see, sometimes wen i tried to tell u something, u gave me a cold shoulder. ok this nvm. hav u thought of why i can communite better with angeline and the others but not u? bcos they will joke around, u do joke around but they are more supporting. for example pie lesson. u always dun wanna go ,and wen i encourage u to go , u refused. i tried my very best to ask u to go and yet u said u are tired and bluh bluh bluh.. ok then so be it ba. its not i dislike u or wht. sometimes ur little words nor movements , will make others think the other way, please grow up. its not that i am teaching you a lesson. after sch , u dun even care to msg or what so ever. at least a caring message, u dun even give. for example. angeline or someone who wanna meet up or will be late for school. why others hav the step that msg the other so that we dun hav to worry for them.? did u ever message us that u wont be coming to sch or will be late? no u dun. now, i am not trying to scold u or even ANTI u. its jus that , i wan u to know , dun always think people pang seh u or dun wanna tok 2 u. its jus sometimes ur topic , i really dunno what to say.if u say i dun care about u , i wont be sitting down here typing all these things in my blog liaos. rite? isnt this a point? and rmb , dun always go wif bf. now is the time to concentrate. i know ur make up is good. but do u think , sitting down or lying at home , doing nothing can make the other topics good as well? . no! u are wrong. i know i hav no rite to force u to study. and i know u can study. try and think abt it ba. i will stop here. dun wanna kill more brain cells.
well. yday i cut 16 lines on my.... was kinda pain. some of my classmates saw it. and even scolded me . ahahhs! well dun worry i am jus as fine as anyone. jus that too stress wif some stuff lately.. these few days cold shoulder from him as well. was kinda sad lurhs.. but hais. i mus be understanding ma. he busy thats y. but hais.. also very miss him ma.. 1 week see him once nia. very sad de lei. miss him like what los. hais..! anyways. debarment list hav been posted out. and i am not in!!and so are my frends yay so happy. (: listening to ' feng ling ' now. and this is how i feel about u now dear. ahhahas. now only the fourth day. hope we can last wor. anywyas. today i made jiejie angry . bcos of my big mouth again .lols. i keep shouting today. lols i sot ler. hahs. well. i dunno lurhs.. feel kinda happier after shouting. one of these day i really mus got to the beach. so i can shout all iwan! anyways. who interested in watchin RUSH HOUR 3 wif me?heheh! i wanna watch but dear not free los.. so sad lurhs.. hais. dunno wen i can see him again ): worst thn staying in jail los. hmmm.. from now on! i mus work hard for my future. i need a job soon! cos i hav so many things haben clear. and dept as well los... hais.. so fan so fan!!!!!!!
My world my life
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
o8o8o7 2o06pm
today was a funfunfun day los! wahhahas! jus came home from toy'r'us with ben , jiefu ,angeline and jonanthan woke up so early today los... 455 am ok! whahas. but the motive getting up early is to.... DO BL DUTY! haahhas! wo yuan yi los! hahahas.. i dun remember having a red shirt for today. so i wore my pe attire. hmmm... in the end , kena scolded by nanny los.. but not direct shoot me lurhs.. hahas.. was actually punctual for sch de.. but in the end waited for jonathan los.. sians! so i decided to wait for angeline at the cafe.. but while on the bus to sch, siewchoo got up and sit jus 2 seats before me los.. but she din see me.. idoit,.. she so blur los.. lols! os i smsed her.. but she said she din recieve.. so nvm los.. then went to sch tgh and waited for leyin. but it was alredy 0815 lers. so i told her i hav to leave soon. and she said ok los.! but so sowie i forgot to sms u after my bl thingy.. hmmm... well.. after my duty we went to the stadium.. sang the nation anthem hahahs.. i sang loud ok! lols! hmmm.. then went to cafe slack like what los.. after that we went to the forum. and saw miss soh and miss ng. we greeted both of them but only miss soh replied.. its like.. dunno what's on and off in miss ng's mind los.. so sad but well.. nvm ba.. since she dun apreciate it. suan le los.. her attitude changed like whta los.. sad , but true.. think she hates our class ba.. i gave miss soh a packet of my sweet los.. hehhes. she was like.. ' woah both of u feed me, i wanna slim down de ok! ' i was like.. ' chubby thn cute ma (: ' hahhaas after school we went to tm for lunch? late lunch los.. at the KOPITIAM all thanks to ben los! say 5-1o mins.. in the end took half hour. so gay los..! i hate waiting for guys ok! only guys wait for me.. lols! jkjkjk! but i really hate waiting..! hmmm... during that time.. jonathan was like keep emo los.. from the start wen we met him at tm.. he so emo till he made my mood changed los.. was wanting to scold him de.. but think again.. suan ler.. bi jing i hurt him deeply liaos.. but his attitude really made me sick of it los.. fire up mans! ahahahs..! thn we went to toy'r'us (: played like siao los.. ahahas. below are somepotos taken.. i still trying my best to upload the video los.. hahahs! today thn i realised , although angeline big big tall tall.. she act like kid tooooo see toy so happy los.. so long din see her smile and laugh like this lers.. but happy fer her lurhs. (: hehehs.. as a frend, whu dun wan see their frend being happy leis? but she has got a sad life. and i am trying my very best to cheer her up everyday (: [ face so itchy -.- ] hmmm.. then.. we were like mad los.. was playing wif kiddos in there. so kawaii de nor.. (: hahahs! then we were having so much fun that the staff in charge came and scold us los.. say what ' this is not a playground. dun sit there ' at least say a please lurhs. UNCLE! sians los.. the atmosphere changed los.. we went out like .. so sad los.. ahahhas! but well. it was a fun fun day (: anyways.. while inside.. we saw nanny and gang los.. who jus finished the movie ' rush hour 3 ' and yes. i gonna catch it while its over (: they said its funnY and funny stuff cant miss me ok! whahahs! anywyas. i got my gifts from the bedhead liaos.. bocs i did their model and they were so kind to gib me a gift as well.. so happy los (: take a look kays! hehehs..
anyways.. if u are wondering what happened between US ''' well. we broke off so dun ask me ler.. the reason for it? well.. i dunno so dun ask ler.. whu ask i kill whu ok! ahahhas! well.. wen things hav to go , they gonna go.. wth? -.- hahahs! well...hope he can find someone better soon (: but at least we are still frends (:
My world my life
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
070807 20o2pm
for the 3rd time , i asked for a break up.. i cant feel the feel anymore. tats y i wanna end now. thn dragging and getting more hurt.. hais.. what mus i do? problems are coming..! hais.. jus hope he will let go...
My world my life
Monday, August 06, 2007
o7o8o7 0051am
hahas.. jus finished the previous post los! hahas hmmm had a terrible day today.. but wif a happy ending ba..ehehes at first i wanted to break off wif him de. but in the end we din. and i learnt a lesson after all. we went to catch a movie.. jay chou de.. SECRET! its damn nice. and gan dong los.. i cried u know.. lols! mus go watch ok! hehehs.. and thansk him fer the movie tickets. that made u no money eat for tml los..
anyways.. few days back, we had this BL de COMMUNITY FES thingy.. hais.. can sad is a bad day for me fer the sencond day ba well lets talk about first day ok (: hmm.. well things went well on the first day.. joined in the BLs for the tour thingy.. was really blur wif my team mate at first.. and he's a guy los.! he is worst thn my current bf los.. so damn quiet de.. thn ask him tok alos soft soft de.. dun dare shout de los.. thn iwas like .. nvm lurhs i SHOUT! U GUIDE he said ok.. but in the end i did both things.. nb.. but nvm .. pple shy ma.. hmm i took over canbarrea sec. 4T1 they were shocked wen i shouted cos as u know i am small in size ma they thot small size useless de los.. hahas! u are wrong.. i may be small in size but i can shout like hell ok! so dun mess around wif me alriet! say ok! lols! hmmm i took 1 class nia.. thn slack the whole day los.. so fun lurhs.. took pics wif nia ma they all. (: and my dar was so good los.. helped me with my bag (: so sweet los.. and thanks for taking care of me..
well second day. the nightmare came! well i was last min chose for the hair show los.. thn professinals said my hair ws like so dry they dunno how to do los.. still say my hair changellenging los.. ahahs.. the perm hair de thingy cnnt use the blame my hair leis.. so not cool los.. thn they pull my hair like as if it was fake hair los.. woah.. siao mans.. so pain los! hais.. well nvm.. overall she made a good hairstyle out of me.. the bad thing was that , as the were doing my hair. those bitc* came and saw me . and one of them laughed at me.. thn i was like diao her.. thn she said ' diao diao diao ' thn the other said something but i dun care. well this is small stuff . the worst comes..... after the hair show, i went back for duty. and yes, i saw those bitc* again.. this time they became so li pu i feel like kicking them los.. they kept laughing and tok loudly and teasing abt my hair.. well mayb they are jealous they cant join or what so eva los.. thn after they said those stuff i said kns lurhs.. thn they replied back ' ya los.. u are the kns 1 ' i was like wth? hahas. well.. next thing next. this bitc* went to tell her kao shan abt me los. its like a childish act los.. kns los! so old liaos still hav this kinda thingy.. aint that childish? look at urself in the mirror los.. u aint any better alrite.. its not i look down on u those bitc* , its jus that, before u even say abt anyone. pls.. look at urself in the mirror.. if u are anybetter thn me. say what i also dun mind. but now the case is that ... well suan lers.. anyways.. i freaked out and cried. i buay tahan. and thansk dar , angeline and angel fer the confort.. i really need it.. and miss soh as well. thanks for the watermellon cum carrot juice. it was very nice los (: and in return , i gave her a jelly - m soh thingy i bought in the sch fair los. (: hope she likes it.. and now the matter is that , i am kind aafraid to go sch. the pri sch life has return los.. hais.. how ar i know i need to ignore them. but somehow , u hole is in my heart... suan le.. count every step i take ba.
anyways, dar i love u. know u will be reading this.. sowie abt the afternoon thingy.. i din mean to say that de.. but this is how i felt.. thnaks fer the movie. and the warmth u gave me wen i was so cold inside..
i also wanna love... and those whu loves me. i love u (: lols!
My world my life
Thursday, August 02, 2007
o2o8o7 2318pm
* ahem * hehes! so happ during the month of JULY! firstly is my bday. secondly is my new guy (: hehes.. well i will tell u slowly los (: well this month i hatta go on a leadership camp held by the BRIDGE CLUB in our school. and i was one of them so i went fer it lurhs! [ common sense -.- ] anyways. was very fun ya know! so happ tt i found a new family there and some good frends as well. i found jiefu , da jie and xiao mei. and also er jie lurhs which is angeline. our friendship has became closer each day (: was glad ya know! still remember! i tot that le yin was angry bcos of me los.. cos we suddenly become so close ma. thn she was like. not happy los.. thn next day i was like, toked to leyin. ' heys. are u angry tt me and angeline ... ' before i can finish she shaked her head lers. hahahs! aiyars. dun misunderstand lurhs.. because its team building camp ma thats why. (: anyways.. the first day there was very fun los.. our instructor was a cute cute guy, named kenny. he has cute dimples u know (: hehehs. luckly we had a fun group los. i love this group bcos all was fun loving! hehes. although the malays was kinda act ba. but i also dun care los. hahahs! actually me and angeline wasnt in the same group de. but heng ar! hehehs! the food there was nice but somehow , IT WAS TOO LITTLE! omg the other group members was kind stingy leis.! got once i did serving and i gave all of u alot ok! humph! hao xin mei hao bao ): so sad los.. well nvm (: BL RULES (: the second day was the campfire nite (: was kinda fine one (: hehes. hmmm.. how to say leis.. well in the morning , was kinda tired u know! cos hav to wake early.. and we slept at 12+ the previous nite los.. hav to wake at 5+ 6 ok! haiyo and tt isabell lurhs.. keep pesting us to wake los.. although its nice of you lurhs.. but then , she keep asking and asking knowing that we are already awake! angeline was sleeping beside her. and that nite she was having that* ma.. thn isabel went to hit her stomach. thn angeline was freaked out. she shouted at her . thn by then , i was waking her up los.. thn she suddenly shout, i thot she was shouting at me and was shocked leis.. hahahs! but she explained to me.. thn i was fine (: i was waking up wanling as well los.. hahas.. she dun wanan wake los. so sad , called aggain and aggain.. but failed to wke los.. but wen its really time to wake , she realised her eyes was in pain. thn we saw it was like blue-blacked. and tht morning is for us to go fer kayaking (: my fav but ! that sea was full of DEAD FISH! but as leaders , we aint scared. not like those silly girlish girls, shouting like hell los.. kns! like those in my class.. eeeyer.. kns! pui~ well.. * ahem * the most sway thg is, i wif that stupid stick man los.. kns! cos at first i wanted to be wif angeline. but he went to jerry. thn i found kai. who later , went to fiind his frend los. i no choice, hav to be with that stickman he damn stupid de los.. act smart nia.. wen the instructor was instrucing us, he say till like pro los.. but whu knows. wen kayaking, i better thn him los.. i direct all the way sia.. and i found out one thing that , our right is his left and left is his right. kns! so gong los.. worst thn SOTONGS! kns! it was fun anyways. not being wif him but kayaing was fun lurhs.. after kayak, we went to bathe.. so damn dirty los.. the sea water made my face appear rashes. hais. damn sad at first but after i went home put medications , it was much better lers. hmmm that day was also campfire nite. after bathing , we had to plan fer the camp fire thingy.. so , we planned lurhs of cos.. but while discussing , our leader cried .. cos too stress ler. and pple in my group dun wanna co-operate los.. well but in the end it turns out well. we planned for a game wif the audience (: and the enjoyed it . i can feel it (: and after the game we had our cheer wif out instructor. he's so cute los (: before the camp fire, i had m bday celebration wif the BLs. SPECIAL THANKS TO YUNRU, ROSSANE AND THE LEADERS. whu wished me and planned for this surprise! i was really shocked and gan dong. as all of u can see i kept crying.... hahas.. really had a GREAT 18 BDAY (: thnaks guys! and yunru mummy! (: loves! and the third day morning, same thing happened again.. isabell called and called los. so the fan lurhs..! haiyo.. we dun intent to bathe de los.. hao xin ni , rang wo man zai sleep awhile more can? llols. was wanting to say that de lurhs.. .hahahs! well third day, a happy and a sad da lurhs.. happy is i can see my bed again! and sad is that we hab to live the happy . parents-free place ler.. so sad los.. this is the only camp that i can feel really closed and welcomed from the group (: hehes.. well the last day , i finall got a chance to hit kenny's mei tui (: TWICE SOMEMORE! wahahahahahs!
hmmm welll. i mus thankk those whu helped me celebrate m bday as well.. such as, LEYIN , SIEWCHOO , SIEWLING,ANGELINE, XUELIN, ANGEL , SHARON, SHUTING, XUEWEI (: the cake , winne and piglet balloon, and the rose (: i really enjoyed and loving it (:
and ikea members, FREDDY , CATHI , ZI XIANG and TAIJIAN fer the big piglet. and the bowling game. (:
bcos of all of u , i had a really great 18th bday (: the first time in my life that i had tis great , grant and wonderful party (: thnaks once again to all those pple i mention (: love you guys!