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1917pm
* phew *
jus bakc home from school!
so damn tired today. hav pe lurhs.
anyways... hav u heard of theory for pe lesson?
lols! wen i heard abt it . i got a shock of m life.
lols not that serious lurhs hahas. jus that quite stupid los.. but at least teacher gave us some tips on the exam paper.
today a very tiring day. listened to miss soh giving us tips on the exam paper as well.
this test will be on next monday 27th. so stress till now i head pain liaos..
hais.. and guess what, i tink a quarrel will soon break out!
wif me and xuelin.
dunno what's wif her lately , keep saying she's sick so nv come school. somemore say i pang seh her..
what the..
well i admit i pang seh her. but not totally.
is not toking to her , a mean of pang seh-ing her?
lols! reall weird de los. nowadays dunno what she is thinking also..mayb its my fault ba.
she keep saying that after i hav been closer to angeline after the camp, i ps her.
its like. she dun even think of what she said in the past which is so hurting to my heart. she has this mentality that she is always rite , and pple will support . bcos she is quiter thn me.. what thats man? hey! please grow up, not everday is friday! and not everyday i feel the same way. jus think about what u said to me that really hurt me. i know i hurt u b4 but i did apolozise to you and tell u thta i was wrong. you said that i dun wanna partner you. remember whta teacher said in the past? saying we cant always stick to a model! this is one my reason. the other reason is that, you said while in theroy that teacher was teaching about the machine and said that if we dun use it well , model might get burnt on their face. and what hurts me was ur ' dun burnt my face ' with ur index finger pointing at me. i dun think u will remember this.. so be it then. and hav u think of this question , why i wanna pang seh u? u are my frend , everyone is. is the way i acted towards u that is diff from the others.. u see, sometimes wen i tried to tell u something, u gave me a cold shoulder. ok this nvm. hav u thought of why i can communite better with angeline and the others but not u? bcos they will joke around, u do joke around but they are more supporting. for example pie lesson. u always dun wanna go ,and wen i encourage u to go , u refused. i tried my very best to ask u to go and yet u said u are tired and bluh bluh bluh.. ok then so be it ba. its not i dislike u or wht. sometimes ur little words nor movements , will make others think the other way, please grow up. its not that i am teaching you a lesson. after sch , u dun even care to msg or what so ever. at least a caring message, u dun even give. for example. angeline or someone who wanna meet up or will be late for school. why others hav the step that msg the other so that we dun hav to worry for them.? did u ever message us that u wont be coming to sch or will be late? no u dun. now, i am not trying to scold u or even ANTI u. its jus that , i wan u to know , dun always think people pang seh u or dun wanna tok 2 u. its jus sometimes ur topic , i really dunno what to say.if u say i dun care about u , i wont be sitting down here typing all these things in my blog liaos. rite? isnt this a point? and rmb , dun always go wif bf. now is the time to concentrate. i know ur make up is good. but do u think , sitting down or lying at home , doing nothing can make the other topics good as well? . no! u are wrong. i know i hav no rite to force u to study. and i know u can study. try and think abt it ba. i will stop here. dun wanna kill more brain cells.
well. yday i cut 16 lines on my....
was kinda pain. some of my classmates saw it. and even scolded me . ahahhs!
well dun worry i am jus as fine as anyone. jus that too stress wif some stuff lately..
these few days cold shoulder from him as well. was kinda sad lurhs.. but hais. i mus be understanding ma. he busy thats y. but hais.. also very miss him ma.. 1 week see him once nia. very sad de lei. miss him like what los. hais..!
anyways. debarment list hav been posted out. and i am not in!!and so are my frends
yay so happy. (:
listening to ' feng ling ' now. and this is how i feel about u now dear.
ahhahas. now only the fourth day. hope we can last wor.
anywyas. today i made jiejie angry . bcos of my big mouth again .lols.
i keep shouting today. lols i sot ler.
hahs.
well. i dunno lurhs.. feel kinda happier after shouting. one of these day i really mus got to the beach. so i can shout all iwan!
anyways. who interested in watchin RUSH HOUR 3 wif me?heheh!
i wanna watch but dear not free los.. so sad lurhs..
hais.
dunno wen i can see him again ):
worst thn staying in jail los.
hmmm..
from now on!
i mus work hard for my future.
i need a job soon!
cos i hav so many things haben clear. and dept as well los... hais..
so fan so fan!!!!!!!
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