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well, all i hav to say is , dont ask me to be someone i am not!
you see . met zx and sharon today..
zx keep saying me fat and all those stupid comments..
its like. why does he say so?
cos he compares me with someone else..
and why? cos in his eyes. the perfection in his eyes is HER!
and its like to him , every girl mus be like her. no matter toking about attitute , style and what ever!
well.. tell u wat. i love who i am and who i hav been.
dun ever ask me to change to someone whu ISNT ME!
i hav my style , attitude and the way i tok.
if u hav got a comment , at least look at urself and say somethg out of ur mouth..
not only to him , but to the everyone whu said me ..
ok i accept the comments u gave. but it like, why cant i be me?
ya , m attitude stinks , i specks loud , i look and act like a lian. and so?
ya , his , her , parents dun like me , so? can i change their thinking?
yes!!! i hav to change myself to someone whu aint me..
do u like it wen u hav to ask like someone u aint , in front of them?
u like the feeling of pple whu say u are this this this and ask u to change here here here and be like her her her?
well.. let me tell u something , ACCEPT ME FOR WHU I AM , IF U CANT EVEN ACCEPT FOR WHU I HAV BEEN , THN SO BE IT . i thank you for the every effort and gifts that u gave.
and sowie i din give u one on ur bday..
u see , sometimes , its diff to be me ,
today , R suddenly came and tok 2 be saying that she was stress tat i was jealous of her..
yes i am , but not NOW!
its that . she said that i was all along jealous that she was prettier thn me . but its how i felt for some moment.. its like , i dunno what to say out of a sudden. now i think that its the luck that she's got that make pple attract to her..
i dun care abt how pple are gonna think of me ..
and db now say i neglect her..
yes i do admit that i neglected her . i am sowie!
its not i dun wanna contact u , its that i dunno how to start toking to u .. its like we aint that close as b4 ler.. there''s somewhat a gap in between. and i dunno where to start.
and nowadays i am so fed up with so many things around me , i am so stressed up already.. how am i suppose to tent to these other probs?
ok pple , jus tell me what u aint happy wif me .. jus tell me . be frank!
i wont be angry , i would be happier..
what ever it is. dun order me around . and dun ever LOOK DOWN ON ME!
hate those pple whu does that . and u know whu u are..
so get the fcuk out and say it to me straight.. !
My world my life
