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today a fun fun day (:
went out with ivan , lisa , bro and mum.
well.. actually was wanting to let bro and mum tok de..
but ended up becoming their ' zhong jian ren '
hahhas.. so funny.. messenger los..
well. hais.. ok lurhs.. went to play pool. mum keep winning lurhs..
thn she say we rang her..
what the los.. lols! video update next time ok. lols.. too lazy
well. hmmm.. dunno lurhs.. sometime really jealous . cos she prettier thn me los..
wen we walk in the shopping center , she is the attention.
well hahas.. i too childish ler lurhs..
knsknskns.
well. sometimes i really think recently i having bad luck los..
no job , toyrus nv call me. thn no job los..
hais..
thn wen go out or what.. hais..
its all myfault to make mummy close the minimart los..
thn she wont feel so stressed up now..
and daddy too..
its my fault los.. i feel so guilty.. i hope i was never born to this world..
sometimes i think i am jus extra to this world..
why cant god jus give me a chance to work again?
i promise i will treasure it de.. and i reallyyy hope i can avhieve from this course.. beauty i mean.
hais.. my result is like getting from bad to worst.. and its like. i still slacking around.. this made me really very disappointed with myself. why cant i jus buck up more and get better result?
i tried so hard , yet what i got was this shit..
how useless i am..
hais..
i really hope i can be a better person from now on .. i dun wanna be a loser..
i know , once fall , stand back straight again..
i tried.. yes i did.. and i was back to square one..
god , please. i reall need this job.. i really do.
there's so much thing for me to clear.
hais..
how i wish , i jus hav 1 wish. and its enff..
i am very sad , disappointed and depressed..
the feeling is so weird..
hais..
my face , my teeth , my chin , my .....
FCUK ... i jus hate myself!
agrh
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