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well .. today had our FTY exam.
KNS los!
i know the answer , yet i put wrong..
for example the auto clave thingy , kns! the answer is uv steraliser i put auto clave.
and its the first question somemore los. kns rite?
and also there's a question , asking about the muscle de.. so irrating los.!
hais , i find the paper not so difficult . but why did i score and dis so badly?
so disappointed with myself..
and now sick lers.. cough los.. hmm think is weekend din sleep much cos of exam los..
and now preparing for HFC. actually , dun really like this subj compare to FTY. cos FTY , more interesting..
i hope i pass well.. and i really wanna hav a bringht future. i cant let my parents down as well ..
hais.. stress is also becos of ' you ' ...
hais.. what happaned to me?
why i keep sighing these few days?
and why do i still keep thinking of u?
ya.. u go sailing ler. not even tell me or wht ever los..
and the 1st to know was angeline .and yet last was me
do u ever consider me as ur gf b4?
why do u hav to treat me this way?
i said i will forget u easily , but no! i lied to myself ..
but compare to justin , he's at least better . cos he made me happier .
pple always says . first few months are HONEYMOON. and no!
for me, its a terrible dream. a NIGHTMARE.
hais. please tell me at least the reason why you are treating me this way .. i wanna noe.
its okay if u dun wanan patch . but at least , tell me ,what did i do or say, that made u ignore me this way?
jus tell me the reason and i will be satisfied.
i wil be waiting for ur anwer..
and should i wait for u to return to me?
the answer to this question , is left .. UNKNOWN.
thanks to all the peeps whu really helped me in overcoming this situation.. but i think ..
i am back at square 1 again..
stubborn , foolish me . its always like this..
i am missin you again!
i wanna be happy again..
like how i was before . i miss you trufully. but yet, seems like there's already someone in ur heart. and thats HER''
its my guessing . but ..well. if this is god 's creation , and fade made it this way , i've got nth to say ler..
thnks god .
blesses.-
[ ulter-mate loser like me ]
My world my life
