4.11.07
4.47pm
so bored at home..! so i decided to blog . althought dun hav the feeling to..
hais.
somehow questions and thinking popped out of my head.
who dont wan to be love?
who dont wish to be love?
who dont wish to love someone?
this question keep popping out somehow..
yday during work , i feel so sad, kept thinking about him..
somehow i feel so stupid and regret.
why i acted that way and why my attitude doesnt change ever since justin left me..
i dont learnt. not a lil.. [ while typing , the him' onlines ]
so upset with myself..
[ he offline ]
- working sucks yday -
ok.. cut short..
wen closing.. pw came to work cos of her bb. she saw me and say
' jinwen , i wrote something for u u got see not? . u go exit and read. '
so i did.. and it wrote..
' JOAN ,please dun ask ur cashier to help u take big ticket for you . GET IT YOURSELF!! [ with two lines below the ' yourself ' ] '
and also the things she wrote there is about exit stuff. i am cashier but she asked me to do all those not my department thingys ..
thn i was like. what the...
shili was beside me also.. thn i ask her..
ok thn i saw pw walking pass the cashier. so i asked her to come . and i asked her what the ' yourself ' means.
she said staff there saw me asking the cashiers to help me do work. which i din at all.. i was like total fuck up with her.. ok , i said no, i didn.. thn she keep insisting i did. i said no again. thn she say , i dunno ar. go see cctv los...
thn i was like sayign to shi li. what the fuck los.. why she give me attitude again.. so fuck los..
thn i say .. ok los she wanna play rough thn i shall play with her..
thn i need to count down . so i went to tower. she wasnt in .. but a lil while more she came in..
thn i ignored her..ok.. cut short..
the last customer was kinda ma fan . and made me blur.. thn i was like.. shortage of money becos of this. thn i was like very stressed up liaos ma.. thn sl also very stressed up. i stress bcos i dunno really remember what the customer used to pay for her things.. thn i remembered.. she use visa. and cos there's promotion for members, i hav to deduct the amt of money from her previous pay , so it was 10 dollars. and how stupid i was, i gave the 10 dollars with CASH! and not deducting from her card.! omg..
thn pw was saying .. now i know why sl wan her to count down last, cos i problem ma..
lols! i keep thinking ar. why her bf will like her.. omg!
cant understand pple nowadays ! omg i so bad.!
aiyar.. since she really wan it this way , dun say i bad ler..
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