hais.. damn sian. i jus made a very stupid mistake , i wrote a nick , forgot to block xuelin from msn and i think she saw it and imagine if she onlines using school's comp. what do you think she will do? of cos is online lirhs and show it to those bitches!! fuk mans.. i am so damn stupid!!
and i am still bothered by those ah lians stuff los..
its like .. i din do anythg to them already .. and also tried to avoid them as much as possible already.. thn what else ou pple wan me to do?
quit school? or go commit sucide?
i dun understand .. out of no where u all wanna find trouble again.
what's wrong!
tell me lurhs..
why suddenly ask another outsider and join in jus to whack me?
whacking me is so fun?
i dun wanna be the number 2 pearlynn
u think i am that fuckin free to play with you kiddos?
u know what although i am kinda scared but , if out of a sudden u say u wanna whack me for no reason .. jus 3 numbers will do.. and dun think i dare not call..
luckily i hav mum to help me stress out a lil.
i dun wan my parents to worry abt me again..
i am so fucking childish isnt it?
whats wrong with the world today?
why is everythg so cropped up?
can i jus grad faster?
everyday fearing of having lunch alone..
and this bothers me and lead me not going school so often anymore..
i used to love sch so so much..
now its becoming more and more like a jail to me..
what shld i do?
i am so damn tired of life..
and tired of seeing pple like them .!
what can i do...
god please help me..
i really really dun wish this to go on anymore...!!!
My world my life
